Last August/September I had some sort of breakdown. There were only very few people that knew about this happening and to those 3 people I truly thank you with all my soul for dealing with my crazy. Before that last year I had panic attacks when traveling or being in enclosed spaces. It was really crazy, but as we have dealt with all the stress and pressure from Ray losing his job, I knew what the reason was for those struggles in my life. I realized after both of those trials that I literally could handle everything the Lord handed us during this struggle with Ray. I am not embarrassed to say I am on medication now and that I can handle this if I don't have to go through what I went through in August and the other anxiety I felt for almost a year when going ANYWHERE.
So, I took this picture while I was in a car wash, yes a car wash. I am still taking baby steps but I have done some things lately that I would have never been able to accomplish during those months. I do know that Satan is real and we can't let him win.
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