December 6

 

I am going to post pictures of Blake, because he was so good until he wasn't. My heart still breaks over how everything with his happened. But, I have put it in the Lords hands because I can't do it anymore. I still love him because I know what he did wasn't him, the lies that were told about our family were not his. So, I will post pictures of him because I think he did the best he could it was just so unfortunate that he listened to the lies told by the people that didn't care about Kinlee at all. All the pictures with Jerika in them make me so emotional. This whole thing has been so hard for her, but she is the BEST BIG SISTER. She is so good. Nights were especially hard for her to watch, but she did it and I think this is one of the reasons God blessed her this baby that she is going to have.

And let me tell you a little bit about my nieces, my sister in law and brother. I know I've said it before but I could not have made it through this nightmare without them. I knew when I was in California if we could just get her to Utah they would help me and boy did they ever. Nakia came so many times I lost count and brought my mom and my other siblings came too. They all took time out of their own lives  to make mine better. My cousin Randy brought my mom to the hospital so many days during rush hour and he and Ramona made sure we didn't go hungry. How do you thank people for literally saving your mental health?